pick the right decision

this is the 3rd time, with barely loosen heart, i have to pass the chance to work abroad.
many thanks friend for ur kindness forwarding me those vacancy in sg, may be this is the hardest time i've ever try to keep move on with my job for this latest 2 years in my career.
too many things i've to sacrify if i gone abroad , not to mention i've to left my gf whom has just decide stay close to me.
damn. i really hate difficult choices like no where to run like this. take it or leave it.
deep inside of my i do really upset to leave any great chance like this. but let c the positive side from i still have and i'll have from this company. hopefully, things will get better.
have a nice coding day dude. cheers